Just Friends

i dont know when it started..
i cant remember how..
i cant find the reason why..
when we intended to be just friends...

we did lots of thing together,
spend lots of times with each other,
even crossed the line of being just friends,
at one point or another...

then something came up...
brought us back from insanity
of trying to be for each other
reminded us to be just friends...

we both know its better that way,
i do believe it is
but then, there's something odd inside me
surfacing into my conciousness..

i began groping for words
trying to see in perspective
holding on to rationality
till there's not much to do...

realization's overwhelming
it's making me weak
finally, im in love again
yet, to someone im supposed to be just a friend...

(*_*) jena