there's an old saying that time is gold.. perhaps, it is.. you really have to value the time you are consuming coz it might be late for you to realize that you just lost a very special moment in your life... or that you've wasted too much time and effort on something (or someone for that matter) that is not worth every single bit of it.
you don't have any option to turn back the time and change your decision but instead, just look back on the things that has happened. trying to console yourself with "just charge it to experience" or something like "at least you've tried" lines.. pursuing yourself not to feel so stupid that you gave in to something very unlikely of you giving in..when all those times you just don't care of what will happen next or what would it cost you to indulge on that situation..all those times, you just don't care because it is somehow giving a positive effect on you. you just don't care because the situation is somehow making you happy and ecstatic.. you just don't care because you feel like you're the most lucky person in the world being in that situation.. without having any hint that one day you'll be in another situation very opposite with all those times.. the situation where you'll feel very stupid that you've been somehow happy during all those times..very stupid that you didn't even think that you'll be in this situation regretting the very first moment you gave in. the situation where you just can't help blaming yourself for justifying everything all those times..but the heck of it all! you can't just turn back time...
you don't have any option to turn back the time and change your decision but instead, just look back on the things that has happened. trying to console yourself with "just charge it to experience" or something like "at least you've tried" lines.. pursuing yourself not to feel so stupid that you gave in to something very unlikely of you giving in..when all those times you just don't care of what will happen next or what would it cost you to indulge on that situation..all those times, you just don't care because it is somehow giving a positive effect on you. you just don't care because the situation is somehow making you happy and ecstatic.. you just don't care because you feel like you're the most lucky person in the world being in that situation.. without having any hint that one day you'll be in another situation very opposite with all those times.. the situation where you'll feel very stupid that you've been somehow happy during all those times..very stupid that you didn't even think that you'll be in this situation regretting the very first moment you gave in. the situation where you just can't help blaming yourself for justifying everything all those times..but the heck of it all! you can't just turn back time...
